.. wOrk haRd, pArty hArder! ..
this has been my tag line when i started working in the company.
Partying has been part of my routine during my weekends or rest days. It worked as my stress reliever though i still have to stay up the whole night (and get drunk! lol) just to satiate my rage to party. It has been going on for a year and approximately 6 months. Because of luck ( I guess!), I got promoted as a Technical Trainer of this baby account in the company. I was just fortunate to be promoted and a new account had saved me. My prev acct had to go on EOL due to financial reasons. Still, my gratitude is still with my prev acocunt manager whose also the new acct manager of this baby account.
And then my routine started to change. I am not able to go to the gym anymore. I'd rather stay at home and take a deep sleep and total rest just to make up with my exhausting nine hour shift as the new trainer. Everyday I have this raging hormones inside. Just to keep up with the other trainers made me wanna throw up. So, once i get home, since all of my cognitive and pychomotor efforts were all exhausted, I'd throw myself in bed and fall to sleep. And when I wake up, It's time for business again. And the time allocated for my workout session has been seized. How can I still exert an effort going to the gym when it has already been so much exhausted?.
Months have passed and still on thi9s new type of job.You might think that this can be ironic. I taught two years ago. It wasnt the formal teaching we know of. Being a trainer and being a teacher is totally different. With training you are handling adults, while teaching, specially with my field, we're teaching teenagers. i can show more authority when teaching to teenagers compared to teaching adults. I have this anxiety that i could not really handle adults. Most of them, it's either they are just of same age as mine or are older than I. My anxiety is overpowering me that sometimes I would think this job is not really for me. I already have the anxiety that I wil not be confirmed as a trainer. And if in case i would not be( God forbid!), I guess it's time to move forward and just learn from it.
Experience is the best teacher as what they would always say. I'm setting my mind that I'll be proving myself and I guess, some of THEM, weong and that I am capable. I am matured enough of accepting challenges. Whether I fail or not, at least I've learned something a lot. :)
With all these been said, i have decided to change my tag line to "Work Hard, Pray Harder!". I am doing this not for men but for the Lord. ^_^
this has been my tag line when i started working in the company.
Partying has been part of my routine during my weekends or rest days. It worked as my stress reliever though i still have to stay up the whole night (and get drunk! lol) just to satiate my rage to party. It has been going on for a year and approximately 6 months. Because of luck ( I guess!), I got promoted as a Technical Trainer of this baby account in the company. I was just fortunate to be promoted and a new account had saved me. My prev acct had to go on EOL due to financial reasons. Still, my gratitude is still with my prev acocunt manager whose also the new acct manager of this baby account.
And then my routine started to change. I am not able to go to the gym anymore. I'd rather stay at home and take a deep sleep and total rest just to make up with my exhausting nine hour shift as the new trainer. Everyday I have this raging hormones inside. Just to keep up with the other trainers made me wanna throw up. So, once i get home, since all of my cognitive and pychomotor efforts were all exhausted, I'd throw myself in bed and fall to sleep. And when I wake up, It's time for business again. And the time allocated for my workout session has been seized. How can I still exert an effort going to the gym when it has already been so much exhausted?.
Months have passed and still on thi9s new type of job.You might think that this can be ironic. I taught two years ago. It wasnt the formal teaching we know of. Being a trainer and being a teacher is totally different. With training you are handling adults, while teaching, specially with my field, we're teaching teenagers. i can show more authority when teaching to teenagers compared to teaching adults. I have this anxiety that i could not really handle adults. Most of them, it's either they are just of same age as mine or are older than I. My anxiety is overpowering me that sometimes I would think this job is not really for me. I already have the anxiety that I wil not be confirmed as a trainer. And if in case i would not be( God forbid!), I guess it's time to move forward and just learn from it.
Experience is the best teacher as what they would always say. I'm setting my mind that I'll be proving myself and I guess, some of THEM, weong and that I am capable. I am matured enough of accepting challenges. Whether I fail or not, at least I've learned something a lot. :)
With all these been said, i have decided to change my tag line to "Work Hard, Pray Harder!". I am doing this not for men but for the Lord. ^_^
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