random.

i could not think of any other title for this post.

it has been a month since the last time i have posted something here.
i've been busy. literally BUSY.

and again as what i have shared before, I don't get to post here if i am happy.
currently, while i'm typing this post, i'm trying to hold back the tears that's about to flow out from my eyes.

Every Juliet's dream is to meet her Romeo.
And though I am not as pretty as Juliet, I have found my "Romeo".

He loves me and I do Love him back.
right. LOVE.that word. that four letter word.
so easy to spell, yet so hard to define.

Here goes my world revolving around him.
Here goes my vulnerable heart beating only his name.

With the love i have given Him..His is incomparable.
I could not fathom how much affection he has been giving me..
His love is immeasurable.

I love Him.
I have hurt him.
and how i wish someone could punish me of what I've done wrong.
I've broken something I could not fix.
something that would never be whole again once crashed.

My conscience is killing me.
I could not talk to him.

I'M SO SORRY.
only words that would come out of my mouth.
i know it's not enough.
i just don't know what I need to do.

If only I can run to him and hug him and tell him how much i need him..
This is where the hard part is.
He's there..and I am here..:(

One thing is for sure..
I'll Hold On..
no matter what..