EMOTIONAL MALLADY.

It's when you thought everything is just over. Everything would just turn out fine. then again, here I go, getting Gaga and gaga.

It started when I searched his damn name thru this friend finder in facebook.

When his profile pic popped up, i could not understand the rush that ran through my body anf I just couldn't imagine how i look at that time..good thing i was alone. And my finer froze gripping the optical mouse. I was actually fidgetiing. Should I click on ADD AS A FRIEND? or not?. I know I am acting sOoo stupid at that time. Why so stress about adding him as a friend?. I just stared at that link for almost 5 minutes. and I closed the browser and closed my eyes for a bit minute. *sigh.

I logged in to my FS account and there I checked out his profile. This is what I did exactly a year ago when you know,,,anyway, while checking out his photos, i was also listening to this song that made the moment even worse. It was the same him. Same goofy face. haha. I realize, I miss him a lot. I know it's cheesy, but i guess all of us has been thru this thing. I don't care what others would say.

Now I am having goosebumps. I am not understanding what I am really feeling rigth now. I am having an emotonal mallady.

sometimes i would say i am moving forward, and then the next second, i am not.

Is it because we haven't really ended things the right way?

He didn't tell me the right words he needs to say?

He left me hanging and clueless?

*sigh.

I need another poke in the head. :'(